Is date-night really that important for married couples?

Having a regular date-night is probably one of the most basic prescriptions given out by couple’s therapists, and it’s also one of the most commonly ignored. I think that’s because it’s so basic in nature that it leaves couples wondering how important it really is.

When it was just my husband and I, we didn’t really need a date night. Every night was date night. It was just the two of us, and not much really got in the way of us spending our evenings together. We’d have dinner together at home or out at one of our favorite restaurants, and even if we didn’t go out we’d do something fun together.

In the early days when we were on a tight budget and living in a tiny apartment, we’d play board games, play video games, and watch tons of shows on Netflix. Now that we have kids, I look back at those times and I honestly can’t believe how many shows we used to keep up with. These days I’m lucky to have one show!

When we had kids things changed dramatically! It was no longer just the two of us, and we started to get disconnected. Being a couple’s therapist, I was hypersensitive to this disconnection, and recognized that I had to practice what I preached so we started doing date-nights two times a month.

Our relationship had evolved, like so many couples that I work with. Adding children and businesses to our lives added so much richness, but it also added craziness, lack of sleep, and shifts in our priorities.

That disconnection that started to happen very subtly is something that I see so many couples experience. But they aren’t as sensitive to it, and it often goes unnoticed for long periods of time. The continual focus on things other than that primary relationship causes distance between couples. They stop connecting, laughing, and sharing their inner worlds with one another.

I recently read an article on Facebook about why date-nights are a waste of time, the author was a mom, and she listed all of the excuses that I hear most people give when trying to plan a date-night – the cost, the need for a babysitter, having to get out of your yoga pants, etc. and while I can attest to having those hang-ups myself, I have to call B.S. on those excuses! 

When you stop dating your partner you leave the door open to lack of connection.

Date-night doesn’t have to be expensive. It doesn’t even have to take place at night. It can be Sunday morning walk on a weekly basis, or a lunch together during the workweek – I’m actually an even bigger fan of those times because then no one falls asleep during a movie or on the way home.

The point of a regular date with your partner is the connection.

It’s talking and getting back to who you were before life got too busy. Even when couples don’t have kids, they often mistake time together as quality time. Just because you occupy the same space day in and day out doesn’t mean that you’re connecting. You could be in the living room, and your partner could spend the evening in the bedroom on their laptop, and do that for weeks on end. You’re experiencing two totally disconnected realities even in the same space.

Date-night is really that important.

It represents friendship. We often grant our friends an incredible amount of grace when it comes to disagreements and misunderstandings, and that’s exactly how we should treat our partners. But you have to have that relationship established in order to do so.

Here are my top tips for scheduling date-night successfully:

1.     Choose a reoccurring day and time that works for both of you.

2.     Get a shared calendar, and mark that day and time weekly or every other week.

3.     Guard this date the same way you would if you had an important doctor’s appointment – it’s funny how we can leave work early, fight traffic, and do whatever else we need to do for such appointments – this is how you approach date-night as well.

4.     Shoot for twice a month, or once a week if you can swing it.

5.     If you don’t have a babysitter talk with other couple friends who may also be lacking a date-night, and offer to swap kids every other week.

6.     Have fun planning. Switch off planning every other date, and surprise one another with an evening out, or even at home.

7.     Be creative, and remember, it’s not about the cost; it’s about the connection!

8.     Use websites like Groupon, Living Social, or Goldstar for cost-saving ideas.

And that’s that. Get your date on, start connecting, and remember that friendship should come first. If you get stuck and just can’t seem to get into the groove of dating your partner, feel free to reach out to me (909) 226-6124. I’m happy to help. 

5 Signs You Need Couples Therapy in 2017

The New Year is a time to reflect on the year that’s passed, and the start of planning goals for the upcoming year. I personally love the thought of a clean slate, new goals, and sense of, “out with the old, in with the new.”

But I also know that it’s really only a façade. Things that have been occurring all year don’t just stop because the ball drops, and we scream, “Happy New Year!”

But it’s a marker of time, and that’s what I love about it. It marks a time to create change. I take a look at my business, my personal, and professional relationships, and I think about what I’d like to do more of, and what hasn’t been serving me, and I use the New Year to mark the start of changes that need to be made in order for me to live the fullest, healthiest life I can.

Whether you love to make resolutions, or to just reflect, I want to urge you to take an inventory of your closest relationships. Those are the ones that impact you the most.

Have you been waiting a while to approach your partner about couples counseling? Has it been something on your radar for a while, but you haven’t wanted to rock the boat and dive in?

Initiating that conversation can be scary, and it’s totally normal to feel apprehensive about it, but using this New Year as a marker, it may be the best time to have that convo, and here are some signs that couples therapy should be on your to-do list in 2017:

1. Communication has dwindled.

In long-term, committed relationships it's easy to fall into routine, and get into ruts. If you're a parenting couple, it's also easy for kiddos to become the center of your world, and your relationship, but when communication dwindles, and you're more like 2 ships passing in the night, and communication becomes only about the logistics, it may be time to look at your relationship and get some help to open up those lines of communication.

2. Sex has decreased significantly.

Just like with communication, life can get routine, and sleep often gets moved to the top of the list of priorities along with work and parenting. There is no magic number for the amount of sex you should be having per week, but when you start to notice that it's becoming much less frequent than it was previously, this is a sign that things need to be spiced up.

Conversations about sex can be difficult to have, and that's where therapy comes in. Working with a couple’s therapist inevitably leads to convos about sex, as it's a huge part of intimate relationships. A couple’s therapist can get you talking and sharing more intimately than you may be able to on your own, and having a space dedicated to focus on your relationship for one hour each week is not something that happens naturally in most relationships.

Many couples tell me that they try to have conversations about sex, but it always leads to an argument, and both partners feeling like they aren’t being heard, and like neither is getting their needs met. A lack of sex can be also be a sign that something else is missing in the relationship, and therapy can help uncover what’s keeping you stuck.

3. Fights are becoming more frequent or escalating more than before.

Just like with the other two items I shared – this can also be a symptom of something bubbling beneath the surface. Frequent fights about minor issues are usually a sign of resentment, or someone feeling as though their needs aren’t being met.

In my practice one of the first things I do with couples is to learn about their relationship – how they met, how it’s evolved, and what they think has led them to frequent fights.

Next, I have them complete a Relationship Check-up, which is an in-depth assessment about various aspects of their relationship. This tool is amazing! I love that it breaks everything down for the couple and for me so that we can take a look at areas that are working, as well as those that are leading to dissatisfaction for one or both partners.

From there, we dive in and talk about those areas that need some extra attention, and I work with the couple to provide interventions to help them get past those road blocks as they are typically what’s causing the frequent arguing.

4. Trust has been compromised.

This might seem like an obvious one, but a lot of couples tend to wait it out and hope things repair themselves on their own, and this often leads to more issues in the long-run.

If you feel like your trust has been violated in the relationship, reaching out and getting in to see a therapist early can be the best thing you can do to repair the trust, and other aspects of your relationship that you didn’t see as relating to this one issue.

Couples counseling can also help to prevent further violations of trust from happing in the future and open up necessary lines of communication and intimacy between you and your partner.

5. You feel lonely.

We can’t get all of our needs met from one single relationship, but when you begin to feel lonely and like there’s a lack of connection between you and your partner, this is a major red flag.

Work, kids, and other commitments can get in the way of having the deep connection you’d like to have, but the sooner you address the issue, the less likely things are to continue on a downward spiral.

According to Dr. John Gottman, world-renowned couples therapist and researcher, couples wait an average of 6 years until they get help. That’s a long time to be unhappy, and it’s a long time to keep up bad habits and build up resentments. The longer a couple waits, the more difficult it is to make repairs in the relationship, so my advice is to start out strong this New Year. I’m happy to help, you can reach me at (909) 226-6124. 

When Good People Cheat: The Unmet Needs Affair

“I never meant for this to happen,” is what I typically hear when I sit down with someone who has been unfaithful to their partner.

I genuinely believe them when they tell me this because doing this work, I’ve heard from plenty of partners who have strayed in some fashion, and this is a common thread. They are good people, and they’ve made a mistake, and it’s not my job to judge, but to help them understand what lead to their behaviors so that they can prevent it from happening again.

There are many types of affairs. The most common one that I see is what Mira Kirchenbaum calls, the “unmet needs” affair. In her book, When Good People have Affairs, she outlines many types of affairs and I often recommend her book to clients who have or are having an affair because it can really help them understand their behaviors better, in conjunction with the work we do in session.

The unmet needs affair happens when you feel as though there is something missing in your relationship with your partner.

It could be sex, intimacy, or intelligent conversation. But focusing on one aspect of the relationship that is missing is a trap, and many times people only come to realize what they’ve been missing after they’ve already crossed the line.

When you look outside of your relationship for that one unmet need, you are essentially negating all of the many other positive aspects that likely exist in your relationship.

A whole, healthy, relationship only includes sex or conversation as a very small piece that makes up the relationship, however the trap occurs when you begin to see this piece as a gaping hole – it has the potential to become everything, and with the help of an affair partner, you begin to negate the many other positive aspects that you once based your relationship on.

Getting involved with someone else in order to fulfill this unmet need is typically clouded by the electrifying rush that happens in new relationships. It’s quite normal for people to see their affair partner as the most amazing person they’ve ever met, however an affair relationship is only a façade – it exists in a vacuum, and lacks much of the other important aspects that secure, long-term relationships need to survive.

Using another person to fulfill that one aspect that was missing from your marriage is fundamentally flawed because without fully knowing your affair partner, you are unable to see all of their true characteristics, as this relationship will also have missing aspects to it.

If you think back to the beginning of your marriage, I’m sure there were fireworks. Things in the beginning of relationships tend to be intense and full of passion.

I once read that falling in love has the same impact as a drug on the brain. It’s easy to become addicted to that feeling, and those intense emotions cloud your judgment.

The beginning of a relationship is when you go out of your way for that other person – you stay up all night talking even if you’ve got to be at work at 7am, you write silly love poems, and drive an hour both ways just to spend an hour in the arms of your love.

If you’re stuck in the difficult spot of having already crossed the line and engaged in an affair to fulfill a need that was lacking in your marriage, you’re not alone. I know that there is a great deal of shame and pain that comes from making that decision, but there is also support for you to right your wrongs.

Although the road is long and difficult, I’ve seen some wonderful things come from those who are willing to look at themselves, their decisions, and learn from their mistakes.

Affair Recovery: What an "Unmet Needs" Affair Does and Doesn't Mean About Your Marriage

Affair recovery is rarely as simple as people imagine. If you're on either side of an affair that developed around unmet emotional needs, it's easy to make quick, painful conclusions about what happened and what it means about your marriage.

"If I had just been more affectionate, this wouldn't have happened."

"If they really loved me, they never would have done this."

"This must mean our whole relationship was a lie."

These thoughts make sense. When betrayal enters a relationship, our minds immediately begin searching for certainty. We want a clear explanation for something that feels impossible to understand.

But unmet needs affairs usually don't begin with one catastrophic decision. More often, they develop slowly through countless small moments of disconnection, avoidance, loneliness, and conversations that never quite happen. They often reveal more about how two people learned to cope with pain and distance than they do about whether love ever existed between them.

None of this excuses the betrayal. The hurt is real. The shock, the nausea, the racing thoughts, the sleepless nights, and the feeling that your entire world has shifted beneath your feet are all real experiences. Understanding how an affair developed is not the same as minimizing it. Rather, it's the first step in meaningful affair recovery because it helps us understand what needs to change if healing is going to happen.

Many of the couples I work with discover that beneath the affair were years of conversations that felt too frightening to have, patterns of shutting down or becoming defensive during conflict, and differences in emotional or physical needs that neither partner knew how to express. When we slow the process down enough to understand these patterns, we begin to see the affair in context—not to remove responsibility from the partner who crossed the boundary, but to create a roadmap for rebuilding trust if both people choose to move forward.

Affair Recovery Begins by Understanding Why Affairs Feel So Intense

One of the reasons affair recovery feels so overwhelming is because affairs often create an emotional intensity that stands in stark contrast to everyday married life.

The secrecy, novelty, and feeling of being deeply seen in one particular way can feel intoxicating. The brain becomes flooded with chemicals that convince us we've finally found what has been missing. Meanwhile, long-term relationships are filled with mortgage payments, parenting responsibilities, work stress, household chores, and unresolved arguments that have quietly accumulated over time.

Side by side, the affair can begin to look like technicolor next to a black-and-white movie.

One of the greatest challenges in affair recovery is separating this neurochemical intensity from reality. The betrayed partner often concludes that the marriage must never have been real. The partner who had the affair may convince themselves they've finally found the relationship they were always meant to have. In reality, neither conclusion is usually the whole story.

Slowing the process down allows both partners to understand what happened without minimizing the betrayal or avoiding accountability. Healing begins when we stop asking only, "How could this happen?" and begin asking, "What made our relationship vulnerable, and what has to change if we choose to rebuild?"

Is Affair Recovery Possible After an Unmet Needs Affair?

This is the question I hear more than any other.

"Can our relationship actually survive this?"

There isn't one answer that fits every couple.

Some relationships do end after an affair. Others become more honest, emotionally connected, and intentional than they have ever been.

From my experience helping couples through affair recovery, healing becomes possible when the affair has truly ended, the partner who had the affair is willing to take full responsibility without defensiveness, the betrayed partner has space to experience their grief, anger, and questions, and both people become willing to honestly examine the relationship patterns that existed long before the betrayal occurred.

Successful affair recovery isn't about pretending nothing happened or forcing forgiveness before trust has been rebuilt. It is about creating enough safety for the truth to be spoken, understanding how the relationship arrived at this point, and building entirely new ways of communicating, connecting, and responding to one another.

This work is incredibly difficult to do alone. Most couples are trying to navigate overwhelming emotions while also fearing that every conversation could make things worse. That is often where therapy—and particularly therapy intensives—becomes invaluable.

When Weekly Therapy Feels Too Slow for Affair Recovery

For some couples, traditional weekly therapy provides exactly the support they need. But the more affair recovery work I do, the more I recognize how difficult it can be to create meaningful momentum within a 50-minute session.

Often, just as we begin reaching the heart of the issue, it's time to stop.

You leave emotionally raw, carrying difficult conversations back home with no therapist present to help you navigate the next six days. The same arguments continue. The same questions replay. Both partners remain flooded, desperately wanting relief but unsure how to create it together.

It can feel like trying to put out a house fire with a spray bottle.

Affair recovery often progresses much more quickly in couples therapy intensives because there is enough uninterrupted time to move beyond crisis management and begin real healing. Instead of stopping just as vulnerability begins to emerge, we have the time to stay with difficult conversations long enough for understanding, regulation, and repair to occur.

During an intensive, we are able to carefully slow down overwhelming emotions, explore the full story of the affair in a guided and contained way, identify the unmet needs and relationship patterns that made the marriage vulnerable, begin rebuilding emotional safety, and create a concrete roadmap for what healing will look like moving forward.

Rather than taking one small step each week, couples have the opportunity to immerse themselves in one to three days of focused affair recovery work that often creates breakthroughs impossible to reach in shorter sessions.

What Affair Recovery Therapy Looks Like in a Couples Intensive

Every intensive is tailored to the unique story of the couple sitting in front of me, but each one is built around creating enough emotional safety to tell the truth while remaining connected.

We spend time understanding the history of your relationship, exploring both partners' experiences of the affair, addressing the questions that feel too frightening to ask at home, and working directly with the nervous system so conversations can happen without becoming overwhelming. We also begin rebuilding transparency, clarifying boundaries, and discussing what rebuilding trust will actually require moving forward.

Throughout the process, we move at a pace that honors both the profound injury experienced by the betrayed partner and the accountability required from the partner who had the affair.

The goal is never to rush forgiveness or push you toward staying together. The goal is clarity, honesty, and creating a path forward that aligns with your values.

Every affair recovery intensive is designed to help couples understand the betrayal, rebuild emotional safety, and create a realistic roadmap for healing—whether that ultimately means rebuilding the relationship or separating with clarity and respect.

Affair Recovery for Couples Traveling From Out of State

Because affair recovery requires focused, uninterrupted work, many of the couples I see choose to travel from across California and throughout the United States for an intensive.

Stepping away from home often allows couples to temporarily leave behind the daily responsibilities that make it difficult to focus on healing. Without work obligations, household demands, or parenting routines competing for attention, they are able to fully immerse themselves in repairing their relationship.

If you're traveling, we'll spend time preparing for the logistics of your trip, discussing where to stay, planning emotionally for the intensive, and talking through what you might want to share with children, family members, or friends while you're away.

Many couples tell me that simply creating dedicated space for their relationship becomes healing in itself.

What Happens After an Affair Recovery Intensive?

An affair recovery intensive can become a powerful turning point, but it is not the end of the healing journey.

The intensive creates the foundation. Together we develop shared language, deepen understanding, begin repairing trust, and establish new patterns of communication. From there, we discuss what ongoing support will best help you continue integrating the work.

For some couples, that means additional intensive sessions. Others transition into ongoing couples therapy, individual therapy, or continue working alongside a trusted therapist closer to home if they traveled for the intensive.

Healing doesn't happen because of one conversation. It happens because the conversations you begin during the intensive continue changing the way you relate to one another long after you leave my office.

You Don't Have to Navigate Affair Recovery Alone

If you're reading this because you've had an affair, or because you've just discovered your partner has, I want you to know that you are not the only couple who has walked this path.

Your confusion makes sense.

Your grief makes sense.

Your anger makes sense.

Whether you're looking for ongoing affair recovery therapy, weekly couples counseling, or a focused intensive designed specifically for infidelity recovery, you don't have to figure this out on your own.

If you're searching for an experienced affair recovery therapist, I'd be honored to help you explore what healing could look like for your relationship. During a brief consultation, we'll talk about where you are today, what you're hoping to accomplish, and whether weekly therapy or an affair recovery intensive is the best next step for you.

If something inside you is wondering whether your relationship could become different than it is today, that's a meaningful place to begin.

Call (909) 600-0306 to schedule a consultation. There's no pressure and no obligation—just a conversation about what support might look like for you and your relationship.

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Frequently Asked Questions About Affair Recovery

How long does affair recovery take?

Every relationship heals at its own pace, so there isn't a universal timeline for affair recovery. For some couples, the initial crisis begins to settle within a few months. For others, rebuilding trust may take a year or longer. The length of the healing process depends on many factors, including whether the affair has completely ended, the willingness of the partner who had the affair to be transparent and accountable, and both partners' commitment to understanding the deeper relationship patterns that contributed to the betrayal. Healing isn't about getting back to the relationship you had before the affair—it's about creating a healthier one moving forward.

Can a marriage survive an affair?

Yes. While not every couple chooses to stay together, many marriages do survive infidelity. In fact, some couples describe their relationship after affair recovery as being more honest, emotionally connected, and intentional than it had ever been before. That doesn't mean the affair was necessary or beneficial. It means that when both partners are willing to do the difficult work of rebuilding trust, healing is possible.

Is affair recovery possible if the affair lasted a long time?

Absolutely. The length of the affair doesn't automatically determine whether recovery is possible. Long-term affairs often create deeper wounds and require more time to process, but healing depends far more on what happens after the affair is discovered than on how long it lasted. Genuine remorse, consistent honesty, and a willingness to understand what led to the affair are much stronger predictors of recovery than the timeline itself.

Should we start weekly couples therapy or an affair recovery intensive?

It depends on where you are in the healing process. Weekly couples therapy can be incredibly helpful for many relationships, especially when the crisis has begun to stabilize. However, immediately after discovering an affair, many couples feel overwhelmed by intense emotions, constant questions, and repeated arguments that are difficult to address in a 50-minute session. An affair recovery intensive provides uninterrupted time to slow everything down, answer difficult questions, begin rebuilding safety, and create a clear roadmap for healing. Many couples continue with weekly or ongoing therapy after the intensive to support long-term change.

Is it normal for the betrayed partner to ask the same questions over and over?

Yes. This is one of the most common experiences after infidelity. The betrayed partner's brain is trying to make sense of a traumatic event that shattered their sense of safety. Repeating questions is often part of the nervous system's attempt to understand what happened and determine whether it is safe to trust again. Rather than viewing these conversations as a sign that healing isn't happening, it's often more helpful to learn how to answer them in a way that promotes understanding instead of creating more pain.

Will we ever trust each other again?

Trust rarely returns all at once. It is rebuilt through hundreds of small moments of honesty, consistency, and follow-through over time. Rebuilding trust doesn't mean forgetting what happened or pretending the affair never occurred. It means creating enough emotional safety that both partners begin experiencing one another differently. While the process requires patience, many couples find that trust can become stronger than it was before because it is built intentionally rather than assumed.

Do you work with couples who travel for affair recovery intensives?

Yes. Many of the couples I work with travel from throughout California and across the United States for affair recovery intensives. Spending one to three focused days away from the demands of everyday life often allows couples to fully immerse themselves in the healing process. If you're traveling, I'll help you prepare for the intensive, discuss logistics, and create a plan for continuing your progress once you return home.

How do I know if we're ready for affair recovery therapy?

You don't have to know exactly what you want before reaching out. Many couples contact me while they're still uncertain whether they want to rebuild the relationship or whether healing is even possible. If you're feeling overwhelmed, stuck in the same painful conversations, or unsure what the next step should be, a consultation can help clarify your options. Together, we'll explore whether weekly therapy or an affair recovery intensive is the best fit for your relationship.

Alicia Taverner, LMFT, is a licensed marriage and family therapist who helps couples heal after infidelity, years of resentment, and the exhaustion of feeling stuck in the same painful patterns.

Her work helps partners begin to understand each other again, rebuild appreciation, and create lasting change with a focused, supportive approach. Alicia uses brain based techniques, including Brainspotting and ketamine assisted psychotherapy, in an intensive format that gives couples more room to heal without the start and stop of weekly sessions.

Learn more about Alicia’s work with affair recovery intensives, relationship therapy, and ketamine therapy, or visit her About page.

10 Ways for Mamas to Recharge

Whether you’ve had a long day with the kiddos, a trying day at work, or pretty simple and easy day, self care for mom seems to get put on the backburner. I hear things like, “There’s not enough time,” or “How can I prioritize myself above my kids?”

The best metaphor I can use here is pouring from an empty cup.

If we have nothing, we’ve got nothing to give.

I explained a little more in-depth about the necessary superpower of asking for help in my last post, so if you haven’t checked it out go and do yourself a huge favor ;)

I’ll admit that mommy guilt can creep up on me like a storm, and running a business can take me away from spending as much time as I think I’m “supposed to” with my kids. After a long day, I want to get in bed with the baby and run my hands over his angel soft little cheeks, and shower him with kisses. I can let that guilt turn me into a fairy Godmother, that grants all the wishes I possibly can in the hour I see them before they go off to bed, and when the sun rises the following day that guilt can trick me into thinking I have to give like I’ve never given before.

I tell myself things like, “I’m going to be present, we are only eating organic, and I’m not going to look at my phone once for the next 24 hours because I was gone all day yesterday, and I really need to give, give, give of myself to this little being." I seriously sound like my favorite #momtruths mamas, Cat & Nat in this hilarious video.

That video is so hilarious because it’s just so true!    

I get to about noon, and all that presence wears me out. My business and my people are so rewarding and fun, but even a day at Disneyland takes a toll and you eventually wish for some quarters for that machine that gives the crumby foot massage. That foot massage is what gives you the pep back in your step and pushes you toward that last ride and then to the car.

It’s not fair to think that we can be present at ALL times. In order to do all the things, mamas need to time to themselves, they need that foot massage to get over the hump, and they need to fill their cup so they can give to their people.

Here are 10 things you can do to recharge your batteries that I think are so much better than that crumby foot massage machine:

1.     Meditate.

In the last several months I’ve become obsessed with my Headspace app. You might think of meditation as some strange thing that only monks do, but it’s truly like a little cat nap for your brain and I highly recommend it. Mama brains are like a website browser that has 1,000 tabs open at all times, and it can be seriously overwhelming to have all the tasks and to-dos floating around in there. Take 10 minutes out of your day and refocus your mind. You’ll come back to your day feeling a little lighter and a little more refreshed.  

2.     Journal.

Capture all of the things that you are grateful for, and the fantastic moments of the day that you don’t want to forget. I love The 5-minute Journal, and it comes in paper form or as an app. When we focus our minds on gratitude, it helps to melt away stress and anxiety and bring us back to what’s really important.

3.     Give yourself permission to use naptime as your time.

Instead of catching up on chores, do something for yourself. Call a friend and catch up, watch that show you've been meaning to get to, even if it's only for 30 minutes and the rest of the time you actually catch up on chores - they're always going to be there. A happy, present mama is worth so much more than a load of laundry. 

4.     Take a bath. 

That sudsy goodness isn’t just for your little ones! After a long day, a nice dip in the tub with the door closed and locked, and no tiny hands rummaging through bathroom cabinets can do wonders for your mind and your body. If you don’t have a bathtub, take a nice long, hot shower. Listen to some music, and indulge in some nice aromatherapy with a sweet-smelling bath salt or body wash.

5.     Hit the gym.

If you can't get to the gym, try something like Stroller Strides, or create your own workout at home. There are so many solutions to the problem of not having childcare, so hit up Google for some exercises with kiddos and babies. Exercise will give you more energy and boost your endorphin levels helping you feel less anxiety and more self-confidence.

6.     Create a space just for you in your home.

For me this is my office. It’s where I go to write, and think, and meditate. Truthfully, it isn’t even all mine, because I share it with my hubby who also works out of there, but that piece of space is just for me. Having a small corner somewhere in your home or yard that’s decorated just for you where you can read, do yoga, or just pass by and look at will remind you that there is more to you than just being mama. Create a little space that’s inviting that will remind you to take a couple minutes for yourself each day.

7.     Join a moms group.

I know not all moms see the value in this, and it can be scary to put yourself out there and meet a group of strangers, but knowing that you’re not alone in your journey as a mama is so important. If you don’t feel up to meeting new people, and already have a group of friends that also have kids, arrange to meet up on an ongoing basis – once a week for a park date or activity. The emphasis here is on connection and the kids will love it too.

8.     Plan a MNO, and make it a recurring event in your calendar. 

Having a kid-free event with your pals on the calendar can help you survive a hellish week of teething, tantrums, and carpool. Plan something fun and give yourself permission to let daddy or the babysitter be in charge for an evening so you can enjoy yourself and do something that makes you happy.

9.     Get a massage or spa treatment. 

Do it without guilt. Carrying around little ones doesn’t just take a toll on your brain, but also on your body. If you can’t realistically plan a full day to indulge at a spa, try booking a 30-minute massage and sneaking out to indulge a little. While you might initially feel a little guilty for this indulgence, focus on the way you feel when you return home to your little people, and keep that in mind. Filling your cup is what’s important here.

10. Plan a retreat weekend. 

This might sound like a big leap here, and as I shared in my last post, I didn’t get to this one for a while. I took a retreat for a long weekend with a fantastic group of Lady Bosses, and it was fantastic! It took some planning and preparation to leave for 3 days, but I came back refreshed, and rejuvenated. Not having to cook or clean up after people, and enjoying full meals without interruption can sometimes be what we need to wind us back up!

So there you have it – I’ve given you 10 ways to recharge and fill your own cup. As you may have noticed, I started small. If taking time for yourself seems selfish, start small and work your way up to doing things that take a little more time and planning, or create your own list and pick and choose things that make you feel like your best self. If you’re not quite sure how to do that, and could use some help, I’m so happy to support my fellow mamas out there, don’t hesitate – pick up the phone and call me (909)226-6124.

Choosing to show up in Marriage

Marriage is hard.

Sometimes it’s REALLY hard. Sometimes I describe how hard it is with a 4-letter word with an ing at the end of it, just to describe how incredibly hard it is, to my clients.

Many times they look at me dumbfounded, and maybe it’s because I’ve just used the F word, but I don’t know any other way to describe just how challenging it is to show up and be all that you can in your relationship day after day, year after year.

What else do we choose to have in our lives, for the rest of our lives?

We don’t get to choose our family, for better or worse, we are just born into them. We choose all sorts of other long-term things to be committed to, like a job, a mortgage, a car loan, and possibly education. But none of those things come with contracts that bind us to them until death.

You can always change your career if what you’re doing no longer satisfies you. You can sell your house, or your car, if those things become lack-luster. Going to school and furthering your education may seem like something that’s life-long, but if you become disinterested you can always change your major, or quit.

Sallie Mae will still want her money, and that repayment might seem like a life sentence, but it’s not the same thing as entering into marriage.

Marriage is something we choose.

We choose to say our vows, and we make a lot of other choices about so many things that don’t matter, leading up to standing in front of all of our families and friends to profess our choice to be with this other person. Until death.

After the centerpieces have wilted, and the honeymoon is over, you start to settle in to your new normal with this other person that you’ve chosen. In the beginning it doesn’t seem like such a difficult choice for most, but as time passes, the novelty, and the newness of your choice wears off and life sets in. You might start a family, or be focused on your careers, or both.

When couples add babies into the mix, and time passes, then the choice seems to become much more apparent. Sometimes you have to choose between sex and sleep, conversation or isolation. Sometimes after a hard day of parenting and adulting, you just want to be left alone. You don’t want to have to talk or explain, because sometimes it’s just too exhausting. That’s when the choice rears it’s ugly head.

When you do choose sleep over sex, silence over connection, or to work just a little longer even though you know your partner is going to be asleep by the time you get in bed, it’s not always apparent that you’re not choosing your marriage.

I’m not saying that it’s always one or the other, and even though you might choose to work late (like I am right now), you may be showing up in your relationship at another time of the day, and making the conscious choice to put your relationship high on your list of priorities.

So maybe you’re in a rut, and life has just been happening, and date night has been on the back burner. The kids need you, work needs you, and those dishes in the sink aren’t going to wash themselves, and sometimes you might not even like the person you’re married to because, hello, do they not also see those dishes??

But you always have a choice.

You can both agree to ignore the dishes if it means you spend 15 minutes on the porch connecting, and talking, and maybe enjoying a glass of wine together. You can choose to get in bed 30 minutes earlier than usual, and forego reading or scrolling through your facebook in order to talk and possibly have sex.

Those choices aren’t easy. Neither is marriage. But it is a lot easier when you are both in it together, and find creative ways to show up in your relationship and make even the smallest of connections.

Turning towards one another is what keeps couples together, and keeps them saying, “I still do.” 

If you need help sparking your connection and making the choice to show up in your marriage, I'd love to help! Picking up the phone is the first choice you can make to show up in your relationship. You can reach me at (909) 226-6124, I'd love to hear from you!